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Hoo boy... I know I haven't been talking and stuff here lately, or at all. But hear me out. Let me explain.
Depression.
There we go.
Anyways now that we got that out of the way, I'm in some serious need of help until the end of July. I'm going to need a ton of "Pay What You Want" Commissions so I can I dunno... survive. Here's the situation on why this is important-ish:
On June 19th, I was walking on my bed to get from point A to point B. This is something I do all the time and how I navigate in my room since my room is already very small and my bed takes up almost all of the space. But that night after enjoying a few cupcakes, I end up slipping on the edge of my bed, causing me to fall on my left ankle, badly injuring it. I just thought that it was just hurting from the fall, so I didn't go to the doctor just yet.
The next day, I see a rather large bruise and discoloration on my left ankle. "It can't be broken, I can still move it, although barely." I thought to myself. So I make a call for urgent care to see if it might be something else. After about a few hours or so of examinations and x-rays, it was said that I have a high sprain. No big deal right? Sprains usually take a week or so to heal. That's where things get a little concerning.
In the past, I had to get my right ankle checked because of extremely sharp pains and to finally find out what is this weird knot on my foot. They said that it may just be an extra bone, or maybe some excess tissue. But its as hard as a bone if one were to touch it, so we ruled that its a bone. Anyways, the recent x-ray on my left ankle shown something pretty peculiar. What makes this scarier is that this is also located on the right ankle as well.
For this, you might want to like, google pictures to understand what I'm saying. Anyways, here's my issue that they discovered. In a normal x-ray, the tibia and fibula would be extremely close to each other, almost overlapping. They're basically connected to the tendons that connect to my feet. However, the doctors noticed something a little weird about my x-ray. Both show that my tibia and fibula are more separated. So to get a further look at this, I will be going to get an MRI done on July 19th. If things go good, that just means I have stretchier tendons, and my cast can come off. However, if things go bad... I'm going to guess that surgery will be needed. If the worst case happens, I'm going to request that both ankles get worked on at the same time. Tough it out or something.
Now for the icing on the cake. Thanks to all of this happening, I will be out of work for a whole month. To be technical, until July 30th if things go good and the cast comes off. You would think I would be getting paid for my medical leave, but apparently I can't because of the position(s) I work. I'm not actually... too vital to my job so I'm pretty much just an accessory. That's where these commissions come in. I will pretty much negotiate what I can or can't draw if anyone bothers to commission me. Then you can put in literally any price. Heck, I'd give you a full-colored background and shaded picture for like $5. Yeah, I'm that desperate. I just need some money to help me pull through until July 30th if the MRI goes good.
I lie to you not, any winnings I'll get will help me have something to fall back on when I get food and stuff. Cover the whole co-pay thing for every appointment I go to, getting food, contributing to paying bills with the family (im the reason why the electric bill is apocalyptic), that kind of thing. I would greatly appreciate whatever I get. These commissions will also help me pass time when I'm feeling lost and lonely for this month. Since I'm technically unable to walk on my own (and i can barely use my crutches right), I'm pretty much going to be all alone. Doing these commissions will feel like my temporary job that I can do until I'm able to work again.
The best way to contact me is via Discord. I made a temporary server for all of this. Everything there will be explained. My Discord is Narcochu #3203 if you would like to DM me. Here is the link to the server:
discord.gg/9DWNggU
I would love it if any of you could spread this for me. So thanks, and please bear with me and stuff.
Depression.
There we go.
Anyways now that we got that out of the way, I'm in some serious need of help until the end of July. I'm going to need a ton of "Pay What You Want" Commissions so I can I dunno... survive. Here's the situation on why this is important-ish:
On June 19th, I was walking on my bed to get from point A to point B. This is something I do all the time and how I navigate in my room since my room is already very small and my bed takes up almost all of the space. But that night after enjoying a few cupcakes, I end up slipping on the edge of my bed, causing me to fall on my left ankle, badly injuring it. I just thought that it was just hurting from the fall, so I didn't go to the doctor just yet.
The next day, I see a rather large bruise and discoloration on my left ankle. "It can't be broken, I can still move it, although barely." I thought to myself. So I make a call for urgent care to see if it might be something else. After about a few hours or so of examinations and x-rays, it was said that I have a high sprain. No big deal right? Sprains usually take a week or so to heal. That's where things get a little concerning.
In the past, I had to get my right ankle checked because of extremely sharp pains and to finally find out what is this weird knot on my foot. They said that it may just be an extra bone, or maybe some excess tissue. But its as hard as a bone if one were to touch it, so we ruled that its a bone. Anyways, the recent x-ray on my left ankle shown something pretty peculiar. What makes this scarier is that this is also located on the right ankle as well.
For this, you might want to like, google pictures to understand what I'm saying. Anyways, here's my issue that they discovered. In a normal x-ray, the tibia and fibula would be extremely close to each other, almost overlapping. They're basically connected to the tendons that connect to my feet. However, the doctors noticed something a little weird about my x-ray. Both show that my tibia and fibula are more separated. So to get a further look at this, I will be going to get an MRI done on July 19th. If things go good, that just means I have stretchier tendons, and my cast can come off. However, if things go bad... I'm going to guess that surgery will be needed. If the worst case happens, I'm going to request that both ankles get worked on at the same time. Tough it out or something.
Now for the icing on the cake. Thanks to all of this happening, I will be out of work for a whole month. To be technical, until July 30th if things go good and the cast comes off. You would think I would be getting paid for my medical leave, but apparently I can't because of the position(s) I work. I'm not actually... too vital to my job so I'm pretty much just an accessory. That's where these commissions come in. I will pretty much negotiate what I can or can't draw if anyone bothers to commission me. Then you can put in literally any price. Heck, I'd give you a full-colored background and shaded picture for like $5. Yeah, I'm that desperate. I just need some money to help me pull through until July 30th if the MRI goes good.
I lie to you not, any winnings I'll get will help me have something to fall back on when I get food and stuff. Cover the whole co-pay thing for every appointment I go to, getting food, contributing to paying bills with the family (im the reason why the electric bill is apocalyptic), that kind of thing. I would greatly appreciate whatever I get. These commissions will also help me pass time when I'm feeling lost and lonely for this month. Since I'm technically unable to walk on my own (and i can barely use my crutches right), I'm pretty much going to be all alone. Doing these commissions will feel like my temporary job that I can do until I'm able to work again.
The best way to contact me is via Discord. I made a temporary server for all of this. Everything there will be explained. My Discord is Narcochu #3203 if you would like to DM me. Here is the link to the server:
discord.gg/9DWNggU
I would love it if any of you could spread this for me. So thanks, and please bear with me and stuff.
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Have A Life Update From Me
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Oh man... Where do I even begin? Alright. This year did kick my ass, but this is only the start of it. Well, to sum up the unimportant parts, I've been struggling to keep up with the "at least one drawing a month" thing because depression is actually kicking me around. Like, big time. But, there's legit depression taking over and its messing me up. Therapy isn't doing much, and medicine... Lets not talk about that. Anyways, I'm still trying to fight it by drawing and playing Splatoon 2. Maybe that helps keep me mentally stable. So far, its helping and something. Yeah.
Ok so, for January, I was looking forward to the year. But its not doing anything. But I'm still trying to overcome things. Then the foreshadowing of February was wrecking me.
February... Oh, it goes down. I lose 2 people in the L Squad. That, and the depression got really bad. Like, really frickin bad. Panic attacks left and right. And yes, I distanced myself from literally everyone.
This month, this was probably the part when I hit rock bottom. I ended up losing someone very important. Yes. If you guys haven't noticed recently, I haven't been drawing couple drawings as much. The reason is because well... I unfortunately ended the relationship with SylveonTheUnique94 recently. Before anyone does anything drastic, I personally want everyone to go support him. He's been through way too much just for me to do everything I could. I did my best, he did his best too. We did all we could to keep the relationship going. But, its fine. We both are at least are on friend terms. But no really, go give him some loving support. Everything will be just fine. I just know that. I have a birthday to look forward to. But yeah. This vacation I'm taking soon from work is probably going to help me more. Anyways, guys, just be supportive about the situation. Everything will be just fine.
Ok so, for January, I was looking forward to the year. But its not doing anything. But I'm still trying to overcome things. Then the foreshadowing of February was wrecking me.
February... Oh, it goes down. I lose 2 people in the L Squad. That, and the depression got really bad. Like, really frickin bad. Panic attacks left and right. And yes, I distanced myself from literally everyone.
This month, this was probably the part when I hit rock bottom. I ended up losing someone very important. Yes. If you guys haven't noticed recently, I haven't been drawing couple drawings as much. The reason is because well... I unfortunately ended the relationship with SylveonTheUnique94 recently. Before anyone does anything drastic, I personally want everyone to go support him. He's been through way too much just for me to do everything I could. I did my best, he did his best too. We did all we could to keep the relationship going. But, its fine. We both are at least are on friend terms. But no really, go give him some loving support. Everything will be just fine. I just know that. I have a birthday to look forward to. But yeah. This vacation I'm taking soon from work is probably going to help me more. Anyways, guys, just be supportive about the situation. Everything will be just fine.
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10 Slots Open For $3 Bust Commissions!
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I want to try to do bust commissions so if you guys can spread that around for me, that would be appreciated.
Once paid for, I'll start right away.
Once paid for, I'll start right away.
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One More Meme
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★ BASIC DETAILS AND OUTWARD APPEARANCE ★
1. Name:
Tegan
2. Nickname(s)?:
Narco
3. Gender and pronouns?:
Genderfluid and he/him, she/her plz
4. Age?:
23
5. When is your birthday?:
3/25
6. Nationality:
American (although kinda canadian)
7. Race:
Black as all hell
8. Have any special features?:
I have an extra bone in my right foot
9. How tall are you?:
5'7"
10. Body type?:
THICC
11. Do you have any moles / freckles?:
I have a few tiny moles
12. Do you have any significant scars, birth marks or other marks on your body?
Birthmark on my neck and thigh, then a scar on my right arm
13. Do you wear glasses?:
Nope
14. If not, do you wear contact lenses?:
Nope
15. Have any facial hair?:
...I shaved 2 days ago
16. If not, would you like to have facial hair?:
NO...? ...That's... weird...
17. Do you regularly shave your legs or arms?:
Neither. I go for the face.
18. Are your ears pierced and how old were you when you got them pierced?:
They were pierced when I was 5 although I don't wear ear rings anymore
19. Do you have any other piercings / body modifications?:
Nope.
20. Do you have any tattoos? If so, how many and what are they?:
Not yet
21. Is your hair currently its natural color? Or is it dyed?:
After all of the dyeing, I put it back to my natural color
22. What color is your hair right now?
Jet Black
23. Is your general outward expression masculine or feminine, or is it more androgynous? What do strangers most often recognize you as?:
It all depends on the person/people I'm around
24. Skin tone?:
Black as hell
25. Do you wear make up?:
Hell No
★ RELATIONSHIPS, FRIENDS, FAMILY AND LIVING ★
26. Do you prefer to have many friends or hold close just a few good friends?:
I have no friends.
27. Do you have a best friend(s)? What's their name(s)? (List as few or as many as you'd like):
I don't have a best friend.
28. How / where did you meet your best friend(s) and for how long have you been friends?:
No best friend.
29. Do you still live with your parents?:
Unfortunately yes
30. Are your parents still married?:
Yup
31. Were you raised by your biological parents or were you adopted?:
Neither
32. Do you get along with your parents?:
HELL NO
33. How about with the rest of your extended family?:
I see my cousins every once in a blue moon. Then again, I have so many family members that I might cross paths with them without even knowing.
34. Do you have any pets? If so, how many?:
A dog and a fuckton of fish
35. Do you prefer to have cats, dogs or both (or neither)?:
Cats are the Superior Race
36. Are there any animals you don't have but would like to have someday?:
Cat
37. Do you have any siblings?:
Unfortunately
38. If so, how many?:
2
39. Are you an only child, the youngest, oldest or the middle child?:
Youngest
40. If you have a sibling / siblings, do you get along with them? What's your relationship with them like?:
I hate one and I'm the other's ATM Machine
41. Are you in a relationship?:
Poly Relation with SIX
42. What's your romantic / sexual orientation?:
Demiromantic Asexual
43. Are you monogamous or polyamorous?:
Polyamorous
44. If you're in a relationship, what's your partner's name?:
Ryuu, Choobi, Pancake/Koli, Machi, Snuggie, Evvy
45. Are they a boy or a girl?:
5 guys and 1 genderfluid
46. How long have you been together?:
Ryuu: Almost 7 years
Choobi: 2 years
Pancake: 1 year
Machi: Months
Snuggie: Months
Evvy: Months
47. Where did you meet them?:
Ryuu: XAT/Monster Hunter
No best friend.
29. Do you still live with your parents?:
Unfortunately yes
30. Are your parents still married?:
Yup
31. Were you raised by your biological parents or were you adopted?:
Neither
32. Do you get along with your parents?:
HELL NO
33. How about with the rest of your extended family?:
I see my cousins every once in a blue moon. Then again, I have so many family members that I might cross paths with them without even knowing.
34. Do you have any pets? If so, how many?:
A dog and a fuckton of fish
35. Do you prefer to have cats, dogs or both (or neither)?:
Cats are the Superior Race
36. Are there any animals you don't have but would like to have someday?:
Cat
37. Do you have any siblings?:
Unfortunately
38. If so, how many?:
2
39. Are you an only child, the youngest, oldest or the middle child?:
Youngest
40. If you have a sibling / siblings, do you get along with them? What's your relationship with them like?:
I hate one and I'm the other's ATM Machine
41. Are you in a relationship?:
Poly Relation with SIX
42. What's your romantic / sexual orientation?:
Demiromantic Asexual
43. Are you monogamous or polyamorous?:
Polyamorous
44. If you're in a relationship, what's your partner's name?:
Ryuu, Choobi, Pancake/Koli, Machi, Snuggie, Evvy
45. Are they a boy or a girl?:
5 guys and 1 genderfluid
46. How long have you been together?:
Ryuu: Almost 7 years
Choobi: 2 years
Pancake: 1 year
Machi: Months
Snuggie: Months
Evvy: Months
47. Where did you meet them?:
Ryuu: XAT/Monster Hunter
Choobi: Skype
Pancake: Discord/Splatoon
Machi: Discord/Splatoon
Snuggie: Discord/Splatoon
Evvy: At my hellhole job
Evvy: At my hellhole job
48. How long have you known them?:
Ryuu: YEARS
Choobi: A few years
Pancake: About a year
Machi: Months
Snuggie: About a year
Evvy: Months
49. Is your significant other your best friend?:
I have no friends
50. Are you long-distance or do you live close to them?:
We're all long distance although Evvy lives the closest
51. If you're long-distance, have you ever met them in person?:
Only Evvy (I'm actually about to see him today)
52. Have you had your first kiss?:
...Y-yes...
53. What's your favorite thing about your partner(s)?:
Ryuu: He's a Jackass
Choobi: He sees some good in me
Pancake: ...*censored*
Ryuu: YEARS
Choobi: A few years
Pancake: About a year
Machi: Months
Snuggie: About a year
Evvy: Months
49. Is your significant other your best friend?:
I have no friends
50. Are you long-distance or do you live close to them?:
We're all long distance although Evvy lives the closest
51. If you're long-distance, have you ever met them in person?:
Only Evvy (I'm actually about to see him today)
52. Have you had your first kiss?:
...Y-yes...
53. What's your favorite thing about your partner(s)?:
Ryuu: He's a Jackass
Choobi: He sees some good in me
Pancake: ...*censored*
Machi: Everything we went through
Snuggie: I'M DATING A SENPAI/FORMER SQUAD LEADER FUCK WITH ME
Evvy: The sweetest most sweet and adorable nugget ever
54. Are you happy in your relationship?:
Ye
55. How many exes do you have?:
5
★ SOME MORE PERSONAL STUFF ★
56. Do you have a collection of anything? Or would you like to collect something in the future?:
Pokemon Plushies
57. Do you have a job?:
The same bullshit job I had since I was 19
58. If so, where do you work or are you self-employed?:
Silver Hill Road's Giant
59. Last person you called:
Dad
60. Do you use alcohol?:
FUCK YES
61. Do you use tobacco?:
FUCK NO
62. Do you use any other (currently) illegal substance(s)?:
I'm not illegal for alcohol so...
63. What's your favorite food and drink?:
Tacos and Seagrams
64. What type of clothing do you wear most often (Tshirts, hoodies / sweatshirts, etc.)?:
Sleep Attire
65. What color is your underwear?
Black and Red
66. What's your favorite type of kind of pants to wear (shorts, sweatpants, joggers, skinny jeans and so on)?:
Sleep Pants
67. Favorite television and / or Netflix shows?
I haven't watched tv for almost 10 years
68. Do you play video games? What are some of your favorites?:
Zelda, Splatoon, Pokemon, Fire Emblem
69. Do you prefer to play games on consoles or PC?:
Console
70. Favorite movie genre(s)?:
RPG
71. Have any favorite movie/movies to watch?:
Scary Movie
72. What kind of deodorant / perfume / cologne do you wear?:
Bath and Body, Axe, Dove, Suave... Bitch I spoil myself
73. Favorite soda(s):
Seagrams
74. Do you eat sweets? What's your favorite candy?
Paydays
75. Ever done anything illegal?:
I drank at age 15
★ PERSONAL BELIEFS, CONTROVERSIES AND OTHER VIEWS ★
76. Religious / spiritual beliefs (if applicable):
Nah
77. Do you attend any sort of religious services regularly (like church)?:
HELL NO
78. Do you believe in a higher power (god / gods, spiritual beings, some sort of creator)?:
Nope
79. How about evil? Do you believe in demons, the devil or other inherently malicious beings?
I mean, probably
80. Angels and demons?
Nah
81. Ghosts and / or other crypids?
GHOSTS ARE FUCKING REAL
82. How about aliens?
Rude. Its pronounced Illegal Immigrants.
83. Pro-life ("Abortion is murder") or pro-choice ("Women should have the right to abort unwanted offspring")?:
Choice. Not gonna lie. If I smash and gets preggo I'm aborting asap
84. What country do you live in and what is your political stance?:
We have a Cheeto for a President
Silver Hill Road's Giant
59. Last person you called:
Dad
60. Do you use alcohol?:
FUCK YES
61. Do you use tobacco?:
FUCK NO
62. Do you use any other (currently) illegal substance(s)?:
I'm not illegal for alcohol so...
63. What's your favorite food and drink?:
Tacos and Seagrams
64. What type of clothing do you wear most often (Tshirts, hoodies / sweatshirts, etc.)?:
Sleep Attire
65. What color is your underwear?
Black and Red
66. What's your favorite type of kind of pants to wear (shorts, sweatpants, joggers, skinny jeans and so on)?:
Sleep Pants
67. Favorite television and / or Netflix shows?
I haven't watched tv for almost 10 years
68. Do you play video games? What are some of your favorites?:
Zelda, Splatoon, Pokemon, Fire Emblem
69. Do you prefer to play games on consoles or PC?:
Console
70. Favorite movie genre(s)?:
RPG
71. Have any favorite movie/movies to watch?:
Scary Movie
72. What kind of deodorant / perfume / cologne do you wear?:
Bath and Body, Axe, Dove, Suave... Bitch I spoil myself
73. Favorite soda(s):
Seagrams
74. Do you eat sweets? What's your favorite candy?
Paydays
75. Ever done anything illegal?:
I drank at age 15
★ PERSONAL BELIEFS, CONTROVERSIES AND OTHER VIEWS ★
76. Religious / spiritual beliefs (if applicable):
Nah
77. Do you attend any sort of religious services regularly (like church)?:
HELL NO
78. Do you believe in a higher power (god / gods, spiritual beings, some sort of creator)?:
Nope
79. How about evil? Do you believe in demons, the devil or other inherently malicious beings?
I mean, probably
80. Angels and demons?
Nah
81. Ghosts and / or other crypids?
GHOSTS ARE FUCKING REAL
82. How about aliens?
Rude. Its pronounced Illegal Immigrants.
83. Pro-life ("Abortion is murder") or pro-choice ("Women should have the right to abort unwanted offspring")?:
Choice. Not gonna lie. If I smash and gets preggo I'm aborting asap
84. What country do you live in and what is your political stance?:
We have a Cheeto for a President
85. Do you believe in witches, witchcraft and / or magic?:
Yup
86. Do you believe in equal rights among all people of all shapes, sizes, color, gender, sexuality and beliefs?:
Too bad its never going to happen. But I accept every bit of it.
87. Do you believe that keeping wild animals in zoos, aquariums or as pets is right or wrong?:
Meh.
89. Thoughts on Donald Trump?:
I stopped eating Cheetos when he got elected
90. Should marijuana be legalized for medical and / or recreational use?:
Ban it in Maryland/DC
91. What are your views on humans creating organic, artificial life?
Cool
92. What about immortality? What are your views on humans searching for the key to eternal life?:
My personal Quote when it comes to this:
"You either live forever or more than once"
93. Thoughts on overpopulation, what do you think we should do?:
Kill the idiots in Maryland and DC
94. Thoughts on the Flat Earth theory?:
What?
95. Thoughts on birth-control:
No babies
96. Is global warming a myth?:
Probably not
97. Are your beliefs more liberal or conservative?:
Meh
98. Do you believe in Santa Claus and other holiday-related beings?:
Nope
99. Thoughts on pitbulls. Do you think they're too dangerous to be kept as pets and should be banned?
They're the cutest dorky dogs ever! What's so dangerous about getting jumped on/cuddled by three of them at once?
100. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
CARNIVORE
★ OTHER QUESTIONS ★
101. Do you have your own computer?:
Two of them
102. Do you have a mobile phone of your own?:
Yes...?
103. Do you sleep with any stuffed animals and do you have any favorite plush toys?:
ALL OF THEM.
104. What color is your bedset?:
Blue and Green
105. What is (are) your username(s)?
That will change in 2018
106. Do you prefer to draw digitally, traditionally or do you do a bit of both?:
Both
107. Do you draw (digitially) with a tablet, mouse, trackpad or by some other means?:
Tablet
108. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
I've been here since late 2006... or was it 2007... I think it was 06 because I was 12 when I joined
109. What was the first website you regularly visited when you first started using the internet?:
Newgrounds
110. Favorite band(s)?:
Vocaloid
111: What are some of your favorite songs right now?
Pumped up Kicks
Meh
98. Do you believe in Santa Claus and other holiday-related beings?:
Nope
99. Thoughts on pitbulls. Do you think they're too dangerous to be kept as pets and should be banned?
They're the cutest dorky dogs ever! What's so dangerous about getting jumped on/cuddled by three of them at once?
100. Are you vegetarian or vegan?
CARNIVORE
★ OTHER QUESTIONS ★
101. Do you have your own computer?:
Two of them
102. Do you have a mobile phone of your own?:
Yes...?
103. Do you sleep with any stuffed animals and do you have any favorite plush toys?:
ALL OF THEM.
104. What color is your bedset?:
Blue and Green
105. What is (are) your username(s)?
That will change in 2018
106. Do you prefer to draw digitally, traditionally or do you do a bit of both?:
Both
107. Do you draw (digitially) with a tablet, mouse, trackpad or by some other means?:
Tablet
108. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
I've been here since late 2006... or was it 2007... I think it was 06 because I was 12 when I joined
109. What was the first website you regularly visited when you first started using the internet?:
Newgrounds
110. Favorite band(s)?:
Vocaloid
111: What are some of your favorite songs right now?
Pumped up Kicks
Friend of Mine
Illuminati Song
112. What platform / app do you use most often to listen to your music?:
Windows Media Player
113. Are you missing any fingers, toes or teeth?:
I mean... Technically I have... a tiny adult tooth that looks like 2 gaps.
114. Ever go through a scene or emo phase?:
WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT THOSE TIMES
115. Are you still in school? What grade are you in?:
I'm Class of 2012
116. Have you ever failed a class?:
I think I failed some of the nonimportant classes
117. Have you ever failed and had to repeat a whole grade?:
Nope
118. Ever been suspended?:
Nope
119. Have you ever been fired or almost got fired from a job?:
No... Not yet...
120. Have you moved away from your parents?:
I want to
121. Do go to college / plan to go to college?:
I was in College for 2 semesters but now we can no longer afford it.
122. What color are your curtains?:
Beige
123. Ever broken a mirror?:
Yup
124. What was your favorite thing to do as a child?
Play Super Smash Bros
125. What color are the walls in your bedroom? Is there anything decorative on them?
Green and there's 2 dreamcatchers
126. Do you have your own room or do you share it with somebody?:
Had this room for myself since I was 5
127. Does your bedroom door have a lock on it?
YES
128. Can you drive? Do you have your learners permit or license?:
I can drive, but I'm not allowed to have a license because narcolepsy
129. Do you like your ID / School ID photo?:
I was forced to smile.
130. What material is the floor in your kitchen made of (wood, tile, fake wood, etc.)?:
Marble
131. What's your favorite book?:
I don't read
132. Do you like cereal? What's your favorite kind?:
Frosted Flakes
133. What color is your wallet (if you have one)?:
...
134. Do you like milk? Do you drink it straight from the carton?:
See, I'm lactose intolerant. However, I can drink milk if its with something like cookies or cereal
135. Tag some friends:
Nah fam
Windows Media Player
113. Are you missing any fingers, toes or teeth?:
I mean... Technically I have... a tiny adult tooth that looks like 2 gaps.
114. Ever go through a scene or emo phase?:
WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT THOSE TIMES
115. Are you still in school? What grade are you in?:
I'm Class of 2012
116. Have you ever failed a class?:
I think I failed some of the nonimportant classes
117. Have you ever failed and had to repeat a whole grade?:
Nope
118. Ever been suspended?:
Nope
119. Have you ever been fired or almost got fired from a job?:
No... Not yet...
120. Have you moved away from your parents?:
I want to
121. Do go to college / plan to go to college?:
I was in College for 2 semesters but now we can no longer afford it.
122. What color are your curtains?:
Beige
123. Ever broken a mirror?:
Yup
124. What was your favorite thing to do as a child?
Play Super Smash Bros
125. What color are the walls in your bedroom? Is there anything decorative on them?
Green and there's 2 dreamcatchers
126. Do you have your own room or do you share it with somebody?:
Had this room for myself since I was 5
127. Does your bedroom door have a lock on it?
YES
128. Can you drive? Do you have your learners permit or license?:
I can drive, but I'm not allowed to have a license because narcolepsy
129. Do you like your ID / School ID photo?:
I was forced to smile.
130. What material is the floor in your kitchen made of (wood, tile, fake wood, etc.)?:
Marble
131. What's your favorite book?:
I don't read
132. Do you like cereal? What's your favorite kind?:
Frosted Flakes
133. What color is your wallet (if you have one)?:
...
134. Do you like milk? Do you drink it straight from the carton?:
See, I'm lactose intolerant. However, I can drink milk if its with something like cookies or cereal
135. Tag some friends:
Nah fam
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Here's To Another Crap Year... 2017 Meme
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Totally didn't friendly borrow this from Krissi2197
-Did you change at all this year?: I grew more pessimistic,
-Did you dye your hair?: Let's see, Red, Blue, Red again, Purple, Dirty Blond, Then back to my Jet Black
-Did you get your hair cut?: I always get my hair cut.
-Did you get good grades?: Should've asked me that in 2012.
-Did you drive?: I'm not allowed to drive. Narcolepsy boys.
-Did you move at all?: Nope.
-Did you go on any vacations?: Does vacations from work count?
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES:
-Did you meet any new friends this year?: I think...?
-Did any of your friendships end?: All of them did.
-Did you dislike anyone?: Obviously.
-Did you make any new enemies?: Duh.
-Did you resolve any fights?: I hope this one fight is resolved or else...
-Who was your closest friend?: ...I no longer have a best friend.
-Did you grow apart from anyone?: ...This is really starting to get a little personal.
-Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: I regret that I was stupid.
-Have you had your birthday yet?: So damn early in the year.
-Pulled an all nighter?: I always do.
-Drank Starbucks?: Never did, probably never will.
-Bought something(s)?: I buy things all the time.
-Met someone special who changed your life?: I think?
INTIMATE DETAILS:
-What are you thinking about?: Please end my life.
-Would you get married if you could right now?: HELL NO.
-How did you feel when you woke up today?: I want to stay home and suffer.
-Are you good at hiding your feelings?: I even hide my feelings from myself.
-Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?: ...Unfortunately.
-Do you like to have long hair or short hair?: In-Between
-Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? Like as a first confession?: Nope. My feels were fullblown.
-Which of your friends do you argue with the most?: I don't have friends to agree with.
-How many texts are in your inbox?: Shit's dry fam.
-Who was your last text message from?: My dad
-Who was the last person you rode in a car with?: My mother
-Who took your profile picture?: I literally doodled a thing and made it my avvy.
-Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?: I do both so...
-What’s on your bedroom floor right now?: Clothes, Pokemon Plushies, Sheets
-Do you trust people too easily?: I trust nobody.
-Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?: FUCK NO.
-Last thing you ate?: Chicken Sandwich
-How many people are you texting?: Does Discord count?
-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?: I've been in bed almost all day. ...This is me on a daily. After work, I go straight to my bed.
-What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?: Black Cherry Soda
-Did you dye your hair?: Let's see, Red, Blue, Red again, Purple, Dirty Blond, Then back to my Jet Black
-Did you get your hair cut?: I always get my hair cut.
-Did you get good grades?: Should've asked me that in 2012.
-Did you drive?: I'm not allowed to drive. Narcolepsy boys.
-Did you move at all?: Nope.
-Did you go on any vacations?: Does vacations from work count?
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES:
-Did you meet any new friends this year?: I think...?
-Did any of your friendships end?: All of them did.
-Did you dislike anyone?: Obviously.
-Did you make any new enemies?: Duh.
-Did you resolve any fights?: I hope this one fight is resolved or else...
-Who was your closest friend?: ...I no longer have a best friend.
-Did you grow apart from anyone?: ...This is really starting to get a little personal.
-Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: I regret that I was stupid.
-Have you had your birthday yet?: So damn early in the year.
-Pulled an all nighter?: I always do.
-Drank Starbucks?: Never did, probably never will.
-Bought something(s)?: I buy things all the time.
-Met someone special who changed your life?: I think?
INTIMATE DETAILS:
-What are you thinking about?: Please end my life.
-Would you get married if you could right now?: HELL NO.
-How did you feel when you woke up today?: I want to stay home and suffer.
-Are you good at hiding your feelings?: I even hide my feelings from myself.
-Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?: ...Unfortunately.
-Do you like to have long hair or short hair?: In-Between
-Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn't feel it? Like as a first confession?: Nope. My feels were fullblown.
-Which of your friends do you argue with the most?: I don't have friends to agree with.
-How many texts are in your inbox?: Shit's dry fam.
-Who was your last text message from?: My dad
-Who was the last person you rode in a car with?: My mother
-Who took your profile picture?: I literally doodled a thing and made it my avvy.
-Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?: I do both so...
-What’s on your bedroom floor right now?: Clothes, Pokemon Plushies, Sheets
-Do you trust people too easily?: I trust nobody.
-Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?: FUCK NO.
-Last thing you ate?: Chicken Sandwich
-How many people are you texting?: Does Discord count?
-Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?: I've been in bed almost all day. ...This is me on a daily. After work, I go straight to my bed.
-What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?: Black Cherry Soda
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1. Name:
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2. Nickname(s)?:
Narco
3. Gender and pronouns?:
Genderfluid and he/him, she/her plz
4. Age?:
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5. When is your birthday?:
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6. Nationality:
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-Did you change at all this year?: I grew more pessimistic,
-Did you dye your hair?: Let's see, Red, Blue, Red again, Purple, Dirty Blond, Then back to my Jet Black
-Did you get your hair cut?: I always get my hair cut.
-Did you get good grades?: Should've asked me that in 2012.
-Did you drive?: I'm not allowed to drive. Narcolepsy boys.
-Did you move at all?: Nope.
-Did you go on any vacations?: Does vacations from work count?
FRIENDS AND ENEMIES:
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-Did any of your friendships end?: All of them did.
-Did you dislike anyone?: O